When the pain sets in
And your falling apart
Not a friend in site
Not a soul would care
I lie on this pen, to get through this
He with her I get that
But seems she doesn't get to be the Hidden Ghost
Within walls, within pain. Trying everything to get love
To get love, why does she get romeo when i did everything's
And got nothings
One month dating, she pasters his fb wall.
He writes xoxo, 3 years i got nothings but seeing him with girls
He has my daddys guitar wrap around her and him.
Does he even care. Does he think of my tears
He with her I get that
But she got to meet his friends, be on his wall
When i just stood by his side as he could only lie
And lay forward his pain as i made the pay
Why does it seem she gets Romeo
When i get nothings
Now its 3 months in for her
Often I wonder will the abuse set in
As the days turn into years
Does she hear about me?
He with her I get that
But will she ever fear his fist, cry everynight
Be left alone in the dark, calling texting for a reply
As he appreciate nothing but expects everything
Does she even have Romeo ?
Soon she will see, soon I will see
Categories:
pasters, abuse, anger, betrayal, deep,
Form: Lyric
my legs swinging easily over the branch of this weeping willow tree, the place where my last
masterpiece will be, i think of my life and how hollow its been even true love couldn't work
its way in. Any love that was received was washed away by my sinful deeds. To paint to, to
enjoy life, to enjoy a cool winter breeze, i find myself forever hateful of these God given
things. I sit upon this branch pondering life and wondering why God gave me such a life, I
love thee God so please forgive me, of these hateful thoughts of these terror filled dreams
please allow me to walk with thee thru the pasters so green for i cant stop myself form this
one last sinful, selfish deed. I caress the rope so fondly as what i think as my sweetest lover.
The feel of it upon my neck tied to the tree forever will this be my greatest masterpiece.
Categories:
pasters, death, depression, sadgod, god,
Form: I do not know?