Only an extra-ordinary nose
(which I have not)can follow the odour
of your strange reason my son !
Why am I dying so much to pierce in to you
and why are you so bewildered and scarred
just at the least of my vision?
Alas,you are now counted
as one among the last grains of sand
flowing down the throat of a sand-clock/
like the last cubicle of sugar
upon the tongue-tip of time !
Tell me what you are/who you are,
red or black/square or bulbous
-answer do you never to any of my questions!
I couldn't even guess even one millionth
of your truth with all the intensity
of my hard-ignited illumination !
Who are you?Twenty five years passed,
what is your life your love?
Why do you calmly turn your face
when I approach you?Are you
that love which I couldn't demand
from someone or that ,which
I couldn't give someone in time?
Are you the haplessly solidified
stony silent answer to all my anxious questions
-big and small?Or are you the heavy return
against those spent off,non-cared for ,ignored
lighter moments that expected
their jolly answer?
Categories:
one millionth, father son,
Form: Blank verse
What if I told you that your body,
is nothing more than a garland,
that you wear around like a garment
that screens the confining darkness
and liberates them, as black clouds
which pepper your mind with dark thoughts.
Yes, we call ourselves human beings,
who are made out of dust, for the time being.
The form that you are seeing,
is a reflection from a mirror in which you are dreaming.
Its not the dream that you see while you are sleeping,
but when you are awake, alive and breathing.
What if I told you that it takes only one millionth of a second,
to slip into the dark numbness of the moment.
The impending whisper of death,
that is imminent after every passing breath.
With that final sigh, you are marked by your deeds and devotion,
which adheres you to your loved ones' emotion,
and extricates you, from your daily commotion
As oblivion seeps through, while you are frigid and frozen.
Categories:
one millionth, dark, death, deep, emotions,
Form: Rhyme
I search through this darkness,
for just a flicker of light;
Something to help guide me,
through this unknown, without fright...
For just one millionth of a second,
of her arms around me;
A sacrifice well worth all this pain that I leave...
A comfort so familiar, as I revel in this peace;
A feeling of pure happy,
As she is here with me...
She may be disappointed,
in the action's that I have taken;
However unforseen;
Yet she show's only a smile,
as she reaches towards me...
Although darkness surrounds me,
Above and Below;
I can feel her arm's embrace me,
with a strong grandmother hello..
I can feel her beating heart,
as it presses into mine;
This is where I belong,
I've known it all the time.
I feel that if my face is smiling,
as if it were to never leave;
As the love coming from her eyes,
leaves me content and at peace;
As so gently, without fear;
I Fade into sleep...
Categories:
one millionth, confusion, death, fear, grandmother,
Form: Rhyme