nubilous clouds
oppressively overcast
a gray moody sky
I seek through the broken windows of my past
Glimpses of a distorted time in my soul casts
I lean to touch it with my pointed thumb
The thorns and venom makes my heart numb
I try to cry, try to sigh, I try to shout
But then I realize it was just a sprout
Planted by me, with the tears of regret
I can do all now but the mist of it will I never forget
People in front of me faked themselves
I was so curious that I became suppressed
The glory days they say
Were only the wreths of shattered hopes in midday
I know they say follow your heart
But the echoe is to hound the society's part
I wish to see one day the light
That will not judge me or you by usual sight
I flew, flew up a long distance
But their hollow motivation made me to glance
In the nubilous skies where I vanished
No journey, no dreams all became banished
Yet despite I still know a thing
They will talk of you words that sting
So inhale and exhale
As this is no old tale
Nought, zero, nix, blank
Out of information
To impart with no
Heroics to present
Idolized in prose.
Nubilous words flounder
Growing into a mishmash of
Total nothingness.
Opine this silly
Sentiment anyway
As if
You'all are even listening.