Long Im sorry Poems

My Mind whats it doing?....where is trying to go? A once safe haven only i could control.  What happen to me i feel like im falling so deep into a lonely darkness. thats now...

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She thought of all the times,
She ran around with friends,
Running round the house in pajamas,
Wishing the fun would never end,
She thought of her brother,
Ruffling his curly brown hair,
How he spouted of whatever came to him,
Fast...

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Sometimes in life you r gifted a 12 bright red roses
And when they r presented they r often a celebration of
Love Joy Trust Peace Happiness Future
But then one by one something happens that causes them...

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So much life in me but for the love of god i cant find it. The harder i push the faster i 
get knocked down. The fall is so hard it leaves bruises that cant...

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Those whom are neglected by society and has particular broken heart, no family on their
side or better not needing anything, looking up high for answers and don't get a good
explanation why, those who love to...

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If I was ever to be blessed 
With the gift of an only child
And I was given the option 
To choose the sex also too
I would choose to have a baby girl

I know a Father...

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Dad 
Our blood doesn't relate 
But our hearts do
For me, do you have any hate
For leaving too

Do you ever miss 
What we once had
Does it have to be like this? 
Does it make you feel...

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the hardest thing is letting go
goodbyes were never my thing 
memories are the enemy 
when someone close to you dies 
a piece of your heart slowly fades away
and at some point you forget whats happening...

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sitting at the breakfast table as i eat the eggs you love so much the empty spot still sets here  i cant help not to think what you are doing right now  i...

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sitting at the breakfast table as i eat the eggs you love so much the empty spot still sets here  i cant help not to think what you are doing right now  i...

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sitting at the breakfast table as i eat the eggs you love so much the empty spot still sets here  i cant help not to think what you are doing right now  i...

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Not enough? Am i not enough? I thought I was the one. You lied to me, yes indirectly but a 
lie is a lie the same. my heart aches with fear of uncertainty but knowledge...

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Im trying to get used to u not holding me anymore-
Trying to get used to "NO KISS" as u walk out the door.
Im trying to get used to taking my shower all alone-
Im trying to...

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2017
I fell in love. 
Never looked back 
It was all crystal clear

I wrote to my anonymous lover once
Or so I dreamt
A serenade to win his heart
But he was taken, he said
I was heartbroken! 

Unromantic is...

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I know i couldn’t be good enough for you and what you say,
My stress and my pain building every other day...
When you needed me where was I to hold you down,
Every time you called my...

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Splendid she was in her old wooly hat
She sat in the garden and watched the world pass
Beside her asleep was her mangy old cat
The oldest woman in town

Nobody knew just how old she might be
If...

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To the girl I hope to be in 234 days:

I’m sorry it took me so long
to realize how badly I needed to be you.
I’m sorry our future
was the furthest thing from my mind
and that I...

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I love you alot but i have to let go,
It hurts me but ill learn to out grow,
I cant stay your emotionally taking me away,
Therez no more chances it ends today,
Im tired of you leaving...

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This awful year full of nothing put fearful tears, finally is drained 5 feeet in mud, a shiny bright cold night will be another lucky year.
well said we made it through it after all .
I...

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THERE IS THIS MAN

THE MAN THAT CLAIMED TO BE A FRIEND

THE SAME MAN WHO STOLE MY INNOCENCE

HE TOOK MY CHILDHOOD FROM ME

AND NOW THE ONLY WAY I FEEL LIKE A KID AGAIN IS TO CRY...

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[me]
When the music starts it possess my mind my heart my actions
i get more ****** up then the jackson 5 
i feel alive I breathe in and out to live to to die
when the demons...

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I close my eyes, and I think where did you go? 

I open and all I see is thick white snow. 

I’m cold and can’t breathe, 

until you walk over and you hold me. 

You...

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This is my search for the proper mentality
Ive realized I need to change myself drastically,
And Radically
I need to Change my whole inner Anatomy
On The search for a cure to my insanity
I just dont want to...

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Now far be it from me to complain, I truly understand the world and for that 
 most call me insane. At the very least unwell thats understandable trust me
 i get it but thats...

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i dont know what im scared of
im scared to fall in love with you
scared that i may mess it up
i dont know this game
I've had zero practice and im not intimate at all
in fact i...

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