Dissonance
By Kevin Robey
June 13, 2014
There lies a place deep inside of me
Where a girl resides surrounded by lies
Give her my eyes so she can finally see
Mend all her gashes from the day that she died
Awakened by rushing streams in the clouds
She says kill me quickly; reduce her to ash
Make sure they don't find my face in the crowd
Keep memories of me hidden deep in the trash
They're horror in pink hair and pig tails she wears
Confusion to breed this next eternal recluse
We'll be alone forever where no one will stare
The future maybe will include her last noose
The options may be lose or lose where I sit
But alternatives are short of the things I will miss
To die slowly now would make me commit
A bigger crime that I live a lie in the abyss
So I give her a name and heal wounds of abuse
With strawberry gashes a thing of the past
I hear the judging insults already so obtuse
So she'll guide me through the cracks in the glass
[Listening to "Strawberry Gashes" by Jack Off Jill]
Categories:
jack off, conflict, confusion, courage, girl,
Form: Rhyme
Lipstick? check
Perfume? check
Condoms? check
Little girl issues? check
Push-up bra's? check
Individualism?
Ehh!!! kinda
If one can count the replicas i modeled for myself
Then seek uniqueness...check
Boys for men, Men for boys? Check off or jack off
The hardened potential of mating? check please!
Stuck in bed by myself? check
Regretting how I've hurt? check back in 3 minutes
Sleeping unprotected with my delusions of loneliness?
Check out... time is at six feet under
So lost? Please check back
Categories:
jack off, confusion, depression, loss, romance,
Form: Free verse
I am the flower of the spring season opening, fields
You are the sting bee, craving fingers for my yield.
You can suck my nectar with all freedom in hues
Don’t be the moon, melody or the blood and mew
Be a Christmas carol in muse but don’t break me.
Jack/off\ all-master: Not me walk away proceed.
I am the sun afire at dawn you the dispersing dew.
Flower to a few pleasure for all who love me.
Categories:
jack off, life
Form: Free verse