Noodle
i stare at my phone as my arms start to stretch,
stretching so long that i cannot catch
my brain, when it starts to pour,
pouring my memories all over the floor.
the floorboards like to creak whenever i’m near,
nearing their senses for the pouring i fear,
i fear i’m lost, and cannot regain
the noodly arms and
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Categories:
depersonalization, 10th grade, absence, body,
Form: Rhyme
Noodle
i stare at my phone as my arms start to stretch,
stretching so long that i cannot catch
my brain, when it starts to pour,
pouring my memories all over the floor.
the floorboards like to creak whenever i’m near,
nearing their senses for the pouring i fear,
i fear i’m lost, and cannot regain
the noodly arms and
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Categories:
depersonalization, 10th grade, absence, body,
Form: Rhyme
Empty Perception of An Empty World, Depersonalization and Derealization
I know you see me, but I am blind to you.
Numb to you, because you are just as blind.
I know you feel me, but I cannot touch you.
No reach can pull you closer, because you are not there.
I know you hear me, but I am deaf to your cries.
Nothing desensitizes me more than your
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Categories:
depersonalization, absence, dark, death, depression,
Form: Blank verse
Depersonalization
It’s funny when it happens,
Out of the blue like thin air,
Once the kettle starts purring,
It’s like your not even there.
You hear the noise,
Then separate,
Before you know it,
You feel the connection start to dissipate.
Louder and louder it starts to buzz,
But the crowd ain’t aware,
You’ve left because,
When the hive starts to raise,
While disregarding your song,
The sentiments of
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Categories:
depersonalization, deep, depression, emotions, feelings,
Form: Bio
Depersonalization
Inside four walls I currently reside
Within this house I continue to hide
Hurt lurks beyond these bounds
Crumbs of ash in piles and mounds
A cold fire burns deep
This amber glow will keep
Fearless as I may be
This outside world I can not see
For pain has been my enemy
The outside reminds me of the memory
For many nights I toss
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Categories:
depersonalization, depression, life, sadworld,
Form: Couplet