See I know you go home to him
When think you should be
Coming home to me
I try Lord knows
I try
Why am I asking myself
You deceive him when you say
You love him
Are you taking me for granted
You want me baby
But he won't have it
What you say is
Contradictive to me
What one
We gone do that one
But think you want some
attention
Might I mention
Aunt no use for me
Try'na
Cause you complicating things
It's my heart I'm protecting
In all this rejection
It's the kinda love
People you believe in
Categories:
contradictive, allusion, boyfriend, devotion, humanity,
Form: Ballade
To what eyes may be wandering, and whichever ears; pressed on wooden walls to grasp little hushes, may be present. I would but casually invite, as to remove the tension. Which may or may not have been present within the times past, and due to come. It is at this moment, in which the occasion has arisen with such momentum, that I speak upon thee with such subtlety. Take due apology, and please retain the impatience you may experience within the monotonous approach that I impede upon thee. Nor pay heed of overthought to the contradictive hypotheticals I may divulge. Yet I feel if there is no true discussion upon the matter. If we, as minds of many, choose so as to neglect what lays at our harbors. Whom rises at our hilltops with the shining of the world's sun at their backs. We have done nothing less than give in to ill-natured minds of cowards. You have then chosen to rank yourselves within the vast oceans of carcasses in which our brothers and sisters occupy. Stench lay at your feet, rot lay there. Do not let your pride reside with it. The decay and disrespect which so heavily laden the ground. Our backs bowed by the cumbersome blows of defeat.
Categories:
contradictive, community, power, society, truth,
Form: Free verse
Tainted by an image the contradictive state of mind!
Disrupted by a sacrifice to leave the known behind!
Waltzing place to place searching for a home,
All the while running to leave the paste alone,
Considered safe regards to tackle all the pain
Wrapped in shitty views that I’m the one to shame
Vindicated by the crows I’ve flown, Pitied the friends I’ve known
Cotton wool can’t help me now a pill or two won’t wash
The memories of a violent life that took so long to squash
The charms of lively hood were all a silly lie
Drinking till the sun went down so I dint want to die
There’s nothing left to steal your time just tears are left in play
Nothing but an empty house with a prier you’ll be okay
My strength is in limbo, my life is this hell,
Heaven s unknown but will find me somehow?
Categories:
contradictive, depression, life, me,
Form: Rhyme
Life is contradictive but never predictive,
Concealing but never deceiving, preconceiving or vindictive,
Only addicted to our own restrictions of right and wrong,
To the places we are and the places we belong,
We pick the places that we feel like we are much more strong,
Because where we want to be is too far or too far gone,
But life can be revealing if you trust where you are drawn,
It's about the life you'll forge, not what you've done or have foregone.
Categories:
contradictive, lifelife, places,
Form: Free verse
We’re all losers in some way
We’re all liars and cheaters and fakes
Conniving, contradictive
Even if only on one occasion
Now let’s all stand up and admit it
Forget your pride
Hold each other and cry it off
Let the whole world know how hard life is
But don’t tell someone else their pains are unfounded
Comparing them is like comparing birthmarks
That’s not what’s important
Let’s all have an emotional breakdown
Just this once
Let each and everyone know
Just how f-cked up we are
“I can’t find solace”
“I can’t find hope”
“I can’t communicate”
“I can’t listen”
“I need drugs to quicken my deadened pulse”
Let everyone onto your flaws
Hold each other and cry it off
Whatever it takes
Corny
Cliché
Whatever
That’s not what’s important
Categories:
contradictive, confusion, life, people, sad,
Form: Free verse