Best Confusiondeath Poems
Is it a crime
To feel for you as I do
When it won’t do me or you any good
We can’t be together
Like opposing magnets
We clash
Impossible, yes
But it is true that I’m desperate for what I cant have.
I’ll watch behind closed doors
Wishing I was outside with you
But I’m locked up in this prison
A punishment I pay
For it is a crime to see you this way.
I can dream about you forever
But I dream in lies
And eventually I’ll wake up to face this harsh reality.
So just forget I exist
Shouldn’t be hard
Considering you will never look at me
The way I see you
I guess that’s a good thing
Only a fool would love me
And you, good sir, are no fool.
You will live a happy life
Smile that dazzling smile of yours
And I pray that you will remember me as I once was
Not as the monster I am now.
I’d forget about you if I could
I would be better off
But I can’t forget you
I don't want to forget something so beautiful
My dear you will be the death of me
Gnawing at the nerves making them fray
Oh it is a crime to think of you this way.
On my death bed
Dying am i
Without you with me
Without you holding my hand
Whipping gout this disease of the mind
That’s destroying me now
You gave me reason to live
But like the rest of me your gone
And I’m slowly wasting away
It is a crime to live for you this way.
I’ll await my destiny
And it will be a drak fate
But if I think of you
And how it could have been
It will be as if it were real
As if you ever loved me
And that’s all I needed.
I wish I could have told you how I felt
Just so you could see into my heart and know that I’m not a monster
I should have followed my heart
But that path leads to death
So I’ll rip it out so I won’t hear what it has to say
For it is a crime to love you this way.
I have lived as I have cried.
Bleed while they lied,
Counseled the weak.
Punished the wrong,
Buffed up the maniacs who are second to none!
Seen angles play as death reaches out,
Even protected the needy
So is bad where I’ve gone?
Laughed at the weak, oh I belittled the strong.
Danced as we drank and fell when I’m stoned.
Joined with the crowd, even buzzed at what’s wrong.
Still this question remains, should I have moaned?
I’ve leant there’s no rainbow and fairy tales fake,
Santa’s a myth my family’s at stake.
Tarring my arms and cutting my hair,
Consumed Medication when in despair!
All I have done just to be me,
So if I keep walking, where could I be?
Arguing with friend’s ain’t worth it no more!
Horrendous it is but I will still dream,
life is my own too do as I please.
I won’t allow death as my path, I shout I am living and steer it to last.
I'm a believer a giver of love,
So when you are down or at a means to an end,
Remember I am waiting with a smile at your door,
This is a person what friends are there for?
The dark has won, and I am only a shadow of what I
once was my life is but my distant past to thin for me to grasp and to fast for me to
see. I am only a mirror image of what I was to be, so close but so far even as it
leaves its damage as a scar so quick it tightens on my weakened heart.
With every murmur, my pulse slows my vital organs shut down
and the end comes close I can see the empty spaces within my mind the start to fill
with flashes of my past and all that would leave me blind for all my worldly problems
have left me in a bind.
This is what the world did for me, this is all you will find. This shows my
liking for the death of man kind for with every breath my voice would become
pained , as the thoughts of my death show nothing but shame and how the sweet
nothings did nothing but wither away in vain every word you said would have
eventually driven me insane.
For this world is nothing with out the suffering and hate but what type of life would
this make?
I am alone
No one beside me
No one to guide
But I only want one someone
I only want you
You said you’d always be here
You said nothing could separate us
Not time
Not distance
You said love was everything
That we could handle it all
If that’s true why are you gone
Why am I here without you
Was it true
Is death only a temporary separation
Are you waiting for me now
Or did you truly leave me
Really decide to leave behind us
Everything they we were
Everything that we could be
Was it a decision
Or were you taken
Is death separating us