Best Avoidant Poems

Fears conversation
Elaborate avoidance 
Of social outings...

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i am an avoidant

i avoid the eyes that stare

they make me feel like handcuffs to a chair

and I'm afraid of the face

how it comes to...

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I've been sneezing since June from the dust.
I took bupropion with mountain dew-
Now I can't sleep, my heart is beating fast,
I'm a little dizzy and...

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Mixed signals 
Superficial love
A hoax
A dismissive love
That come so genuine 
To only fool 
Break
Cause 
Pain to the receiving soul

Once loved
Once thought as the one
The dream...

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I have been looking for my voice
                 It is...

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I am sorry
about my judgmental,
sadly disdainful,
tone
in earlier messages.

Even worse,
I remain embarrassed
for spreading it out
for key staff
and leaders
to well-positioned see
and hear
and feel,
touched by wounded toxicity.

My training...

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I am the queen of self destruction.
Ritualistic Razor sharp scrutiny of my reflection -
constantly spewing hate at my mid-section, 
whilst effortlessly faking the pursuit of...

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Past, Present, Future.
They are all Now. 
In the disappointing Present, 
I desire the unfulfilled Dream of Future,
Yet i am Plagued by memories and comparisons of...

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The mirror knows.
It shows
More than you’ll allow it
More th?n you’ll admit.
The music stops
The heart – it drops.
At least, while you are dancing
You’ve got no time...

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The silent street in evening shade
Glistening wet with shallow puddles
Where a frightened dog drinks
And runs

A hand in his neck, constrained
A guide without compromise
Bypassers glance without...

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Back in our preverbal day
of healthy regenerating time,
indigenous wisdom
pursued peak experiences
of cooperative pleasure,
deep co-empathic embrace.

Sometimes,
especially when this pleasure was sustained,
euphoric,
ejaculatory
and reverberating in resonant cycles
of deep...

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When at last you have become aware deep down yourself
and of the people whom require at last some mental health
be serviced, come to services
and you...

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There is this hypothesis
I unjustly
and perhaps traumatically
just made hard and patriarchally up
is not down 
and retentatively not out
soon enough for healthy comings 
and goings

A ridiculous...

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Know of a lady
Who patiently waited

To at last be seen
Seen and heard

Given the merest scraps
 Biding her time

Time she watched fly
as the swiftest bird

Always warmed...

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prone to
bouts of 
spontaneous
impulsive
self-restrictive 
avoidant 
emotive 
interactions
full of in-actions 
that appeared 
to come on 
suddenly 
automatically   
without prior
planning so 
it seemed at the
time...

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