Best Angstlonging Poems
Perish the thought
For I can see
The loneliness in me
Silence to my mind
Has brought
A longing to be free
Free from danger
Free from trust
Free from things I feel
Emancipate my soul
And banish all things real
Perish thoughts that torment me
And grind them down to dust
Redefine my tangled mind
And gather what I must
Gather feeling
Gather need
Gather all things real
Reimburse my empty heart
And allow my soul to heal
Yes I'm afraid of the dark
because I've seen what lurks from within
I've seen its eyes at the edge of my bed in the night
felt it creeping and crawling over my skin
I've felt its pressure upon my chest
unable to breathe and paralysed through fear
unable to cry to my loved ones for help
as it whispers woefully in my ear
I've felt its longing to take my breath
silently sucking at my life and soul
I've felt my body slowly sinking through my bed
as its negativity takes its toll
I've seen its many different faces
but it always looks the same
I've been afraid of the dark ever since
the first time my night visitor came.
My body wants to get pregnant now
can I be pregnant and not know it yet
I wonder this as the sun dawns and sets
yeah, life is longing for itself
boy or girl
it doesn't matter
just a healthy one
to hold tight in mid August
oh, the angst
of the longing
a love child
in exchange for love
to nurture
to be a mother
to raise a child
I did it to get a baby out of it
secret's now
even Victoria Secret's could not tell...