I miss you so much
The Queen of my heart
Remember that I love you
Happy birthday to you.
I am happy you are an artist
you would become a great painter
I love to see you like that
with a sweet smile you attached.
Now you are six
you are my Queen and sweet
not long you would be a lady
growing up as talented girl.
25 is your date seeing this world
it was a day I am happy forever
I was waiting for your arrival
And I you were embraced with love.
I am greeting you a happy birthday
My Queen I love you eternally
Ayah is missing you so much
don’t forget I love you very much.
I love you Ratu. Let's sail together. Layag Sug!
Bed. Waiting for your birthday.
9:19PM.230415.
Categories:
ayah, anniversary, appreciation, art, baby,
Form: Free verse
I am seeing your picture
I miss you
I want to hug you
It’s your fifth birthday
I want to see you
I was not granted
I am far of you
Allah knows I love you.
I love you Ratuku.
See you when you are big enough.
Sometimes I restrained not to see your picture.
I know I would be hurt of not being with you in person.
I know I am missing you so much.
I know I cannot hold you.
I know my tears would be falling.
Later you will understand
You will understand why we are apart
You will understand why I am held not to see you
You will understand why you are taught to hate me
You will understand why when you hear “Ayah” you feel fearful
You will understand why I love you so much
I love you and see you later if not soon.
I love you Anakku.
And you know that I love you!
Categories:
ayah, absence, age, allah, art,
Form: Ballad
I love you Anak. Allah knows that.
There would be a time,
You would feel how the love of your Ayah.
His love to you is eternal
I never had a quality hug of you.
You cry when seeing me because of the things said to you.
The things which you never understood what really happened.
You became the victim of selfish pride of individual.
Someone who does not care of the spirit of humanity and love.
Sooner or later you would be in my bosom.
Take care my Queen.
Allah is with you. I miss so much.
Let me hug you from the distance.
Dedicated to my daughter, Ratu.
Categories:
ayah, art, baby, beauty, birth,
Form: Ballad
" No Rayn! Please don't touch me!"
"Stop Rayn! Stop touching me!"
" Rayn let go of my arm...Please your hurting me"
" Why are you doing this to me?"
"What because you love me! If you loved me you wouldn't treat me like this"
"oh my gosh...please...just...quit...hitting me!"
"please just listen to me!"
"I can't take this any more!"
"please don't push me!"
" OWW... I got a peice of glass stuck in my back...please help me."
" Why don't you just take the gun and kill me.."
"what because you need me... If you needed me then u would love and take care of
me."
"Do it just do it you fool"
"come on pull the trigger... pull it!"
"ayah, god what have I done?"
" No god No!"
Categories:
ayah, death, depression, girlfriend-boyfriend, lost
Form: I do not know?