Your Rather Fearless, Heartfelt Name

Crystalline teardrops formulate into sorrow It emerges into delicate exquisiteness before the sunrise of tomorrow Sparkle my lovely darkness and captivate me with delightful, dainty dissonance Feed me your radiance and bring me to evanescence pastures from a distance Play my fearful, frivolous spirits like a violin with missing strings and other things Prey upon me like a preying mantis, metamorphosing with unbroken wings… Erupting turmoil…toiling into madness Festering in unbearable sadness gladness Swallow my fear with your mouth of mesmerizing melodies…relieve my anxieties I wallow into the miserable, abyssal black hole of minus a thousand thirty seven degrees Gracious apprehension is sprouting and shameless tension is growing tremendously Until I uproot it…until I believe that I can go through the weeds of tribulation, although abrupt doubt drowns me Please, please ease my mindset, Blossoming avarice and utter regret You gave me a new reason to believe in the light once more…I surely soar… You save me from being enslaved by wretched negativity to the core More and more soreness and painful laughter fills our wise days and thrills our childish ways to be exact The dream I dreamt long ago is the vision of woe I can’t let go of Drifting above and lifting below…someday, our opposites will attract I scream in the silent chamber of my mind’s eye, my darling love My poetry doesn’t matter to you anymore that I have been writing for too many years I’m sure I suppressed you by my stressful weight of my emotional baggage I fought away your fears and tranquilized your taunting tears…pleasant sanity heals us with cheers I held your hand and adored your touch upon my own, giving me a relief package I fear I will never let go if you let me know how you feel towards me deep down…I lived to like you in this town I hope I don’t chase you away by my unforgivable, ugly frown I hope I don’t freak you out or discourage you with my many problems that I wear upon my head like a crown Your lovely, clever and precious name is my favorite proper noun Your rather fearless, heartfelt name I never want to put to shame, But I became undone The moment you were gone