Your Not Worthy

I’m not sure how to described the feeling in my heart today I’ve wished for the day I could happily be standing next to you A bright smile would blow me away in my heart An touch that could touch my soul to But now you wonder off again I’m irritating I’m to much I’m to little My photos are to serious My posts on social media is too much I take to many selfies I think to much I over react to much …. O wait I don’t actually I have never felt more stone cold The feeling of sadness took my body into an eternal death My arms feeling like pins and needles Knowing I did not deserve any of this The pain I feel Is the pain I will use to get over you