You'Ll Always Be

its ironiqe how i miss you after eveything we have been through after these years apart how can i still want you how can i still need you and these nights I lay here restless to the core not knowing what to do with myself crying myself to sleep wanting you so much more i cant comprehend why you went away you didnt explain just left me behind in the cold dark rain the moments of us play on and on in my head like a never ending video i just can no longer bear And i'll do whatever I can to make it alright give you my all to make you understand you'll throw my letters in a box forget we ever happend and take her by the hand As I lay here thinking of you I can feel you thinking of me I feel you in my heart where you'l always be sometimes I'll want you more than ever and regret the way i treated you I'll remember how I took you for granted and how much you akways cared Although what we had was tough we were madly in love and maybe its too late maybe I shouldnt wait but if I didn't I would be giving up on the most important part of me and that is you And maybe you can go on and forget about me forget about us and what we could be I've been waiting since semptember of that year to see your smile freshen my heart one last time And when you left that day and went away You didnt want to let me go like you knew it was goodbye and I cried but you said you'd be back and we'd be okay And I'l still lay here years down the track wondering if you still think of me whether or not you care I'l always remember the way you made me feel like i was your everything I know those three months were like a ferris wheel But il wait as long as it takes to have you back and know your safe I'l always love you I know where you are where you'l always be deep down in the bottom of my heart