You'Ll Always Be
its ironiqe how i miss you
after eveything we have been through
after these years apart
how can i still want you
how can i still need you
and these nights I lay here
restless to the core
not knowing what to do with myself
crying myself to sleep
wanting you so much more
i cant comprehend why you went away
you didnt explain
just left me behind
in the cold dark rain
the moments of us
play on and on in my head
like a never ending video
i just can no longer bear
And i'll do whatever I can to make it alright
give you my all to make you understand
you'll throw my letters in a box
forget we ever happend and take her by the hand
As I lay here thinking of you
I can feel you thinking of me
I feel you in my heart
where you'l always be
sometimes I'll want you more than ever
and regret the way i treated you
I'll remember how I took you for granted
and how much you akways cared
Although what we had was tough
we were madly in love
and maybe its too late
maybe I shouldnt wait
but if I didn't
I would be giving up
on the most important part of me
and that is you
And maybe you can go on
and forget about me
forget about us
and what we could be
I've been waiting since semptember of that year
to see your smile
freshen my heart one last time
You promised me a diamond ring
You promised me forever
And took away my virginity
Took away my dignity
All those morning after pills
Made me extremely ill
But you did what ever you wanted
To get your FILL
And when you left that day
and went away
You didnt want to let me go
like you knew it was goodbye
and I cried
but you said you'd be back and we'd be okay
When you returned home
I was a door mat to you
You went into the church doors
And acting all innocent
While I watched you from a distance
Knowing you took away my innocence
And cut me off like I was a piece of meat.
And I'l still lay here
years down the track
wondering if you still think of me
whether or not you care
I'l always remember the way you made me feel
like i was your everything
I know those three months
were like a ferris wheel
But il wait as long as it takes
to have you back
and know your safe
I'l always love you
I know where you are
where you'l always be
deep down in the bottom of my heart
Copyright © Diamond Poetry | Year Posted 2011
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