You'Ll Always Be

its ironiqe how i miss you 

after eveything we have been through

after these years apart 

how can i still want you 

how can i still need you 

 

and these nights I lay here 

restless to the core 

not knowing what to do with myself 

crying myself to sleep 

wanting you so much more

 

i cant comprehend why you went away

you didnt explain 

just left me behind 

in the cold dark rain 

 

the moments of us 

play on and on in my head

like a never ending video 

i just can no longer bear 

 

And i'll do whatever I can to make it alright

give you my all to make you understand 

you'll throw my letters in a box 

forget we ever happend and take her by the hand

 

As I lay here thinking of you  

I can feel you thinking of me 

I feel you in my heart 

where you'l always be 

 

sometimes I'll want you more than ever 

and regret the way i treated you 

I'll remember how I took  you for granted 

and how much you akways cared 

 

Although what we had was tough

we were madly in love

and maybe its too late 

maybe I shouldnt wait 

but if I didn't 

I would be giving up 

on the most important part of me 

and that is you 

 

And maybe you can go on 

and forget about me 

forget about us 

and what we could be 

I've been waiting since semptember of that year

to see your smile 

freshen my heart one last time 

You promised me a diamond ring 
You promised me forever 
And took away my virginity 
Took away my dignity
 
All those morning after pills 
Made me extremely ill 
But you did what ever you wanted 
To get your FILL 


And when you left that day 

and went away

You didnt want to let me go 

like you knew it was goodbye

and I cried 

but you said you'd be back and we'd be okay 

 
When you returned home 
I was a door mat to you
You went into the church doors 
And acting all innocent 
While I watched you from a distance 
Knowing you took away my innocence
And cut me off like I was a piece of meat. 

And I'l still lay here 

years down the track 

wondering if you still think of me 

whether or not you care

 

I'l always remember the way you made me feel 

like i was your everything 

I know those three months 

were like a ferris wheel 

But il wait as long as it takes 

to have you back 

and know your safe 

I'l always love you

I know where you are 

where you'l always be 

deep down in the bottom of my heart
Copyright © | Year Posted 2011

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