You Rescued Me When You Did Not Have To

you rescued me when you did not have to my being was evicted from my body my body was banished from the state of my mind the state of my mind was unexpectedly annexed the annexation was totally dismembered by complete discombobulation i do not even know how you could even look at the end result i cannot even comprehend how you withstood the stench however you saw something in me that was worth saving, and i thank for for just taking the time....to take the time.... the rare teardrops come due to the pain that normally nauseates me the rare teardrops come due to the honesty that i am forced to face despite my ritual of resistance the rare teardrops come because of the fact that i have been hiding behind okay for much too long the rare teardrops come because you inspired me to stop hiding and to stop feeling sorry for myself as a result, i put a stake through the heart of 'excuse' and happily EXCUSE myself it feels so good set my mind in another direction and focus on completely something else i have been the cause of the dismal existence of me for much too long you exposed me to the much too many errors of my ways and pushed me to renovate and reconstruct now i am a man with plans, goals, an dreams gone is my blueprint for neglect, isolation, and schemes i can now proudly admit that i was so wrong that i just laugh rightfully so this latest new journey awaits us both....the poem ends here....LET'S GO!