You Hate To Admit It

sometimes in life we come face to face with facts that we don't want to accept. needlessly to say, we must take the good with the bad the better with the worse the happy with the sad. and even though waht you want is not always what you get, in the end...it'l work out for your good. that's what a friend once told me, but it's hard to hear that from someone that you like. especially when you find yourself attache to them, it seems, in just one night. you even tell yourself, "don't put your emotions in it". but, how can you abide by that when your desires are tied in it? he awakens things in you that you didn't know were there. you unleash burnign desires, as your body begins to yearn for him. with every comment (mySpace) you want him more. with every message (mySpace) he gets closer to your hearts door. you can't contain yourself. you try to get away, but this feeling is over taking your sould day by day. you hate to admit it, but you're pheening for him. and with every encounter, your desire grows stronger for him. you hate to admit it, but you're longing for him. and with every conversation, you grow closer to him. each and everyday, he's the one you look forward to. even while walking the halls at school, you find yourself wanting to... be close to him, to feel his touch just one wish...is that even enough? you notice him, while he's noticing you. you're smiling and blushing, what's gotten into you? HIM, yea he's all in your brain his compliments touch your heart like drops of rain. you hate to admit it, but you're pheening for him. and with every encounter, your desire grows stronger for him. you hate to admit it, but you're longing for him. and with every conversation, you grow closer to