You Don'T Know My Story

My hearts been chopped, sliced and grated By everybody who has hated The way my life has been going True feelings never showing Hiding all the pain down deep A happy smile tryna keep Up the illusion it don't hurt How I get treated like dirt I can't help the way I am Why can't others understand I'm not a geek, loser or nerd But my whole life I have heard Remarks so derogatory Take the time to know my story Why I don't drink or do drugs Then you'd change your words to hugs Opening your heart and eyes Finally you would realize This little girl who raised herself Without any kind of help Is gonna stay drug free and clean Alcohol will not be seen In her body, I refuse To be put through the abuse Like other people from my past Respecting myself and this task