You are laughing the loudest

You are the only one who is laughing. You are trying to put me in the Position, the same as 3months..or was it *yesterday* ago? But today it happend too. Today ago? Where I fell red and felt bad. You were still able to do that, I stumbled at the desk. Still I chose to walk, to give and present. Even If I might get away with nothing or all. It's something I dream to do anyways. Where is your following act? No one is laughing along you know. "Do you have a need for attention?", I was about to ask, but just if the human mind knew, how he can worsen your days more by you adding fire in the oil he created. I did not turn around nor did I pass the Ball back to you even though you did so. I mean you probably forgot about it anyways that you did.