You Are All I See

do you care that our time is limited that every encounter i am blessed with another fear of our next goodbye and our short time could be unnerving do you care about my mind my thoughts my ability to put you first in all things even where you are undeserving do you think about what i am thinking about when i stare at you profoundly content that i do not realize i am smiling so wide that tears form in my eyes from the gratitude i have for you just being within reaching distance of me that's its so easy for me to be in a room filled with distractions and you. you are still all i see that this magnetic pull is forcing us together but i am so deeply in denial i choose to ignore the notion that i want to be with you but at times i need to turn away just to process this tidal wave of all consuming emotion that leading up to you i am so nervous and unsettled i feel it in my core deep in every chromosome i might even panic until i catch sight of you that's when my body feels relief that's when my body knows she is home