X Amount of Days

she's in my mind each and everyday
I used to like wondering when she'd be back again
I think about her to keep her in sight
Time passed and it hurt to think of her
It hurt to think she wouldn't love me anymore
It hurt to think she was rotten to the core
It hurt to think, my brain had a sore
I was down to thinking her once a week
Then... she came back and it made me weak
We thought about eachother while we were holding eachother
She told me never let go and i could do was studder
I couldn't believe my ears
My love was back and she wouldn't let go
My heart was whole again and I did my best to show
That week was a dream come true
Just like a dream it had to end to soon
I kissed her, I hugged her, she massaged my neck
She held me, she loved me, all she said I kept
that last morning we spent together, we didn't sleep all night
We didn't want to let go, we didn't let go
She said she would leave me her soul until the time was right
She gave me her love and said it was mine to keep
She left that morning, I was still in a haze
Was it just a dream, those warm summer days?
We talked after that and we both thought it was unreal
I thought about her every single day 
She said she loved me more than ever and I knew it was real
I haven't talked to her in over a month
I think she still loves me or am I just stuck
I think about her more than ever now, 56 times a day
I wonder, does she think about me at least once a day
I wonder and I hope but it hurts and I know.
I love her, I feel her.

Copyright © | Year Posted 2009



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