Writing My Words

I sit here often and write on paper these words Cause this is the only way to which they can release me and be heard I write exactly how I feel inside I do not diminish any emotions I will not let them any longer hide These poems I write are heartfelt to some so I'm told Within these words is my way of daring to be bold They leave my heart open wide, so extremely vulnerable, and left to bleed And it's left here to plead Here in these words of rhyme, is pieces of me shared If one looks they will see my very soul is completely bared Begging for mercy from all I feel and relive everyday Remembering everything in every way From what dances inside my head deep in the dark of night It's the why I feel all this writing is for me so right I feel in writing them, I get to have him again He is my everything, the one who knows me better then my closest friend Then I see him in the distance so close yet so far away I long to be with him and love him so much more everyday So yes, I write on paper and share with you these very words As it's my only way in my moments here, and my mind in re-living my past, they can be recalled easily, then so truly quietly and every so loudly be heard