Worthless Mom

I'm in over my head, Feels like I'm dead. I know I'm worthless, A worthless Mom. You seem so far away, It gets worse each day. I cry all the time, Because I hurt you, And caused you pain. Should I say good-bye, Would that make you happy? I'm already gone, And in a place you will never know. I need to find myself, Who I am inside. Don't give up on me, I'm trying as hard as I can. I love you Brandi Lee, And I know you love me too. I'm sorry I hurt you, And for causing you pain. I'm sorry for being worthless, Sorry for being your worthless Mom.