Worser For It

never!, no, not in this life or another would i feel a pain as deep as love is as cheap as the word has become here refrain from , never been a false friend its decisions on the platter served by a heart that is noble Now tell me , do u notice? do u suppose so just so, just in case the occasion arises betrayed oh well, lets face it never know what the day brings here speaking on matters concerning the heart Im concerned but distant distracted resistant to the feelings of instant gratification I mention nothing but give everything Im a waterfall, Im spilling over chilling with destiny on the rim of a canyon telling her I cant phantom whys life's so random it went bad in my past, it still leaves a bad taste in mouth still affects every decision, every thought, every hope i have still its a struggle, its a hell of a challenge how much faith does it take to move a mountain well i cant count the tears or the chances i been given been filled with youth, im still young still filled with loved still still a seeker of the Truth well maybe i will find it, maybe i will die young i'd rather starve then dine on lies and its okay, its fine girl, im sure u can do better but better yet, u could do worse to I know im worser for it