World Working Together

my life turned out to be everything everything i hated no compassion just give and they take take take crying game no shame everything plain plain toast plain water plain rice plain noodles nevermind just watching everyone else thrive as i cried everyday wanted to die more than anything confused by immorality im devastated my life is everything everything i hated if this is supposed to last forever and im the first one here at this truth this is what the planet worked towards so they must have wanted it for you no shelter no food no love criticised and judged if this is a taste of the sweet everlasting show me my free will and let me get out of this nightmare no money no phone no power manipulated ignored you the insult and this is what the world worked together for? well if they wanted it for me they must want it for themselves sometimes suffering is just soo much better the only way out is through discomfort together or stay here forever