Within the Lovers Eyes (Guy)

I look at her with sorrow what could she be thinking why she choose me? Why does she want to know so much about me is it that important to her what should I do she is everything I am not expressive, loving, happy She spends too much time with me I believe she is bipolar maybe she is gay I don't understand if I ask about it she might think I don't like her But I do I can't express it like she does but I know I do She sees her self has a monster I I just see her just a pretty girl who needs to learn to have fun Not to take things seriously but in the end its worth it spending time with her even dating her maybe I can't say it proply but I know it I like her