Within Me


      . . . I am lost in a sea of memories
that scar the roadmap to my soul
and my words-    are the highway to my pain
as I follow a labyrinth of passages and corridors
              curved and contrived-      
and here, I am a child praying
oh, my withered dreams, my hopes, my aspirations
why do I dreg up my past sorrows
that come drifting like a dark death melody . . .
my grief comes unbidden to stain my years
and my tears hang from dripping branches in a
        . . . graveyard where tombs stand in rows and rows  
where grass grows greener
and happy hummingbirds hover in heavenly harmony
and red roses decay-   and the wind is a violin . . . echoing
and blood seeps from the forever dagger in my heart
barefoot, ragged, hair tangled-  I am a little girl again playing
and again lost in the sad wail of violin and wind
                . . .  life stretches before me like a long road
and I am sick of all this sorrow-    and rose decay
I want days as clear as sparkling wine
to live a life full of serenity
       with days brilliant blue and nights of sparkling stars
   instead of this vast empty place my thoughts wander . . . 
oh, bitter and cruel is this life at times-    yet a fire burns
                within me . . . 

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July 8, 2021 - Repost/Edit


Poetry/Free Verse/within me
Copyright Protected, ID 07-1369-715-08
All Rights Reserved, 2021, Constance La France

Submitted to the Standard contest, A Brian Strand July 8
sponsor, Brian Strand, Judged 07/08/2021

First Place

Copyright © | Year Posted 2021



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Date: 7/8/2021 11:54:00 PM
Coming back to congratulate you. Congratulations!
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Date: 7/9/2021 4:57:00 AM
Christuraj, thank you for the congratulations ~ peace and tranquility _Constance
Date: 7/8/2021 5:15:00 PM
This is as beautiful as your kind heart. I love it so. A fave for sure. Love it. God bless you sweet lady. Love, Gina
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Date: 7/9/2021 4:58:00 AM
Gina, thank you so much for the compliment and nice comment and FAV ~ love and serenity _Constance
Date: 7/8/2021 10:17:00 AM
. . . life stretches before me like a long road and I am sick of all this sorrow- Your thoughts have depth and a kind of existential philosophy. Words flow freely full of feelings. Beautiful.
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Date: 7/9/2021 4:59:00 AM
Christuraj, thank you so much for the nice comment and compliment ~ peace and tranquility _Constance
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