Winter waters

Let’s take two steps forth in time... My prayer is going to be ended by tears My wishes flooded by salty water Everyday I’m at war, fighting tears. I used to know how to cry silently.. But now my cry is as loud as I imagine yours calling out to me.. At a war where I don’t only fight back tears.. But also beat down myself to my very lowest Nothing hurts me more than the thought of even hurting you I’m sorry... Have I ever loved someone so much ?