Will Not Let You Win
You promised to take care of me, love me, and treat me right. When I needed you
you were there for me kept me warm, and safe through cold nights. How could
you risk my life, take my will. You gave me something I could never return, you
hurt my heart it really burns. Now I'm battleing a fight for my life, I gave you so
many chances now I'm paying the ultimate sacrifice. I don't want to die, i'm just
not ready yet, there is so much I want to do, now my life maybe cut short all
because of you. I thought you were faithful fooling myself it's only me you love,
until the doctor told me you were in the process of sending me to the heavens
above. If you didn't know; you I could not blame, how could you lay down with me.
Me giving you my all, you causing me everything. My life is not in the hands of
Aids, but in Gods I trust. I haven't lost my battle yet; I will stay on the battle field.
Fighting till the end just not to let you win. I loved you so much, how could you
hate me so? What did I do to desearve this is the only thing that plays on my
mind, I gave you my heart, my soul, all my time. Now I don't know how much time
I have left to give. By my will and faith I will live, I gave you all but my life I will not
give. You hurt me enough, you can't hurt me no more. Even though you have
given me this, who knows let what God, has for me in store. I will still fight with all
my might I cannot and will not let you win. You may have marked my time, but
only God knows when.
Copyright © Ramon Mccullough | Year Posted 2006
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