Will Not Let You Win

You promised to take care of me, love me, and treat me right. When I needed you you were there for me kept me warm, and safe through cold nights. How could you risk my life, take my will. You gave me something I could never return, you hurt my heart it really burns. Now I'm battleing a fight for my life, I gave you so many chances now I'm paying the ultimate sacrifice. I don't want to die, i'm just not ready yet, there is so much I want to do, now my life maybe cut short all because of you. I thought you were faithful fooling myself it's only me you love, until the doctor told me you were in the process of sending me to the heavens above. If you didn't know; you I could not blame, how could you lay down with me. Me giving you my all, you causing me everything. My life is not in the hands of Aids, but in Gods I trust. I haven't lost my battle yet; I will stay on the battle field. Fighting till the end just not to let you win. I loved you so much, how could you hate me so? What did I do to desearve this is the only thing that plays on my mind, I gave you my heart, my soul, all my time. Now I don't know how much time I have left to give. By my will and faith I will live, I gave you all but my life I will not give. You hurt me enough, you can't hurt me no more. Even though you have given me this, who knows let what God, has for me in store. I will still fight with all my might I cannot and will not let you win. You may have marked my time, but only God knows when.