Wicked
These feelings I harbor so deep down in my heart and soul
The ones I've tried so hard to just ignore
My present and future time is not my own because my emotions have taken control
They've come back from my past with a vengeance and want to settle the score
They won't release their hold and I don't know where they are taking me
The plot here now thickens
The place I'm at now I don't want to be
Emotions and feelings are running high and it's extremely wicked
I had you back for a brief moment in time
I thought I'd finally again seen the light
There goes life again screwing with my mind
Now my soul's on an endless flight
Long ago I thought I'd put you and your memory far behind
but my heart still finds you when I close my eyes at night
I'm lying here on the floor for you I'm always bleeding
One can only bleed so much and for quite sometime my time here as it's known is tickin'
Leaving me here to die this way is so very wicked
Don't you know by now you are the one who has me completely spellbound
You have me so trapped by your love, that your side is where I'm chained and I don't want
them breaking
In your arms is the only place I so long to be found
Are you just going to leave me here forsaken
I'm trying hard not to make a sound
Even if my soul is what you keep taking
And there's my heart still laying on the ground
Can't you yet clearly see
Or has she got you turned that far upside down and twisted so much it has you sickened
She will never be able to every love you like me
And to you it's so frightenly wicked
I'm right here in this same place still screaming out your name
Even though she's holding you everyday
I gave you my love and unlike her I never gain it in vain
So will it end up being you or her who's left walking away
Because it will happen just the same as it did with her before because all she's doing to you
is playing a game
Try looking each other in the eyes to tell I love you to the other bet you just can't find the
words to say
You and I however, did it before
But no words needed to actually be spoken because as we looked into each others eyes to
you my heart listened
Please on us don't once again just close the door
Don't do that yet another time to me just because she's the one with whom is so
Dementally wicked
Copyright © Sandy Schermerhorn | Year Posted 2008
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