Wicked

These feelings I harbor so deep down in my heart and soul The ones I've tried so hard to just ignore My present and future time is not my own because my emotions have taken control They've come back from my past with a vengeance and want to settle the score They won't release their hold and I don't know where they are taking me The plot here now thickens The place I'm at now I don't want to be Emotions and feelings are running high and it's extremely wicked I had you back for a brief moment in time I thought I'd finally again seen the light There goes life again screwing with my mind Now my soul's on an endless flight Long ago I thought I'd put you and your memory far behind but my heart still finds you when I close my eyes at night I'm lying here on the floor for you I'm always bleeding One can only bleed so much and for quite sometime my time here as it's known is tickin' Leaving me here to die this way is so very wicked Don't you know by now you are the one who has me completely spellbound You have me so trapped by your love, that your side is where I'm chained and I don't want them breaking In your arms is the only place I so long to be found Are you just going to leave me here forsaken I'm trying hard not to make a sound Even if my soul is what you keep taking And there's my heart still laying on the ground Can't you yet clearly see Or has she got you turned that far upside down and twisted so much it has you sickened She will never be able to every love you like me And to you it's so frightenly wicked I'm right here in this same place still screaming out your name Even though she's holding you everyday I gave you my love and unlike her I never gain it in vain So will it end up being you or her who's left walking away Because it will happen just the same as it did with her before because all she's doing to you is playing a game Try looking each other in the eyes to tell I love you to the other bet you just can't find the words to say You and I however, did it before But no words needed to actually be spoken because as we looked into each others eyes to you my heart listened Please on us don't once again just close the door Don't do that yet another time to me just because she's the one with whom is so Dementally wicked