Why Mum ?

Did I deserve to be rejected, Did I deserve to feel alone. As a parent your ment to protect me, But itstead you threw me out your home. At 3 years old mum , tell me what did I do wrong, Was I really a bad kid mum, U were there then you were gone. Now as a teenager mum, You still causing all the hurt. Tell me why mum, Do I deserve to be treated like dirt? Why cant u realise mum, That this is all ur fault That u are the one who caused all this hurt, All the unhappiness u have brought. i didn’t ask to be born mum, Its ur responsibility to care So where were u when I needed u… You was never there. You have no idea what I went through mum As the result of what you did, The nigtmares, all the tears, all the upset, all the fears. Why did u leave us mum, that ive always wanted to know, Just left as standing on the doorstep of my grandparents home. Aged 3 and 1 mum, we were just babies, u never did explain, I have a right to no mum, I need to no mum, why did u cause so much pain. U had many chances mum but I cant do it no more, I cant let u keep controlling me mum, Its time for me 2 move on. The sad thing of it all is mum I love u with all my heart Even though all you do is cause me upset And tear my life apart. All I ever wanted from you was to love and care and be fun, Cos that’s what ur ment to do, because ur ment to be my mum!