Why Me

Head pounding from 3 hours of sleep stomach weak unable to eat no heart is breaking because there is not one to break I gave you what was left of my peices and you shattered them too Never again to listen to love's siren song Everytime before I have been wrong I thought you were different a friend so true you promised me forever I could trust in you always you were my friend and you waited so patient so I granted you the peices of my heart and like a puzzle we put them together then in two days time you tore the remaining peices to shreds and stomped until the turned to dust blown away by the wind you used me to get your split personality soulless harpy back and then tossed me aside all the while pretending to care good men exist but I ask you if so then where? what have I done so wrong that a man cannot love me or stay faithful to me what makes him not want me so much that men use me? I am patient and loyal and kind never unfaithful in body or mind I would walk through fire for all that I love never let hell come between us or heaven above I give my all and never quit trying yet it is me who gets walked on like a used rug I help my worst enemy no matter what I love and I love until I have nothing left I am compassionate and full of life but yet not one has found me worthy of being a wife what more do I need to give a man I give my all to them when we are together I am commited and full of faith only to be runined in the end so I ask you, why me?