Why I Write

I try to describe my self, To ascertain who I actually am. To uplift the self, I finally have to give a damn. I always wished to pen, Just didn’t know as to when, And how to ascertain, A shot that’s nowhere to end. Wow! I am this, Oh! Why don’t I know that! Yipee! I have it, Grrrr! Why can’t I try that. I wanted to be free, I wished I had a special she. But all would be in a spree, Once you get a money-tree. But ain’t I got one in the yard, So better I, now again, work hard, Since that’s how I can make it that far, To transform my life into a beautiful card. Then I planned a lot, But t’was the following that I did not. Yet always I wanted to crack the pot, On the first shot, At the very spot. What I forgot, Was to plan a plot, That targets a dot, On the pot, For the shot. I dreamt of many a thing, But ain’t I got nothing, Wonder why??? Well that’s obvious unless you try. Within I tried to inculcate, The passion and spirit to fight. But long did I wait, The fire failed to ignite. There were times when I cried, Somehow wished someone by my side, Off my heart, tears continued to slide, But never I let them to my eye, T’was then I realized, For none wait the time and tide. Life to some is a cage, To some an empty page, And to many, about wage, But to me……it’s a big stage, Where you got to perform, With and all your form, So as to leave a mark, For the later age, One that’s never to be erased. In my note, On every page, I try to quote, With all my rage, In pursuit to control my age, And free the self from all bondage. So from everyone did I brush aside, And finally chose to decide, To get rid of my conflicting side, Of my heart, I made a divide, And individualized every side, Then, finally, I chose to fly, With a side, That would get me high. As such, I resolved, Before life’s dissolved, To use my reynold, And get the self evolved. Now a balloon I inflate, With the smoke from fire that isn’t so bright, But believe that’s enough for my initial flight, Coz am …….determined to FIGHTTTT.