Why Have You Stolen My Heart

You have stolen a part of me that is vital in living day by day. A part of me that you have extracted that I need to function as whole, you have captured. Did you trick me in loving you with all my heart, a heart that is already mutilated. A heart that is already in fragments. Why did you capture my heart with your sweet words and your wonderful deeds. Now you turn your face from me, leaving me grimacing in pain. I still love you because I don't really now if you have trick me in loving you or you genuinely loving me . In my heart, I now the latter is true, but crisis has surrounded me like fortress. It has distort my heart. I am hurting and I can't see any comfort in sight. Did you trick me Father or you testing me. I am failing because all my vital force has gone from me. I no longer feel the rhythm of my heart - a heart that is loving you, and you are not showing me love.