Why Did You Do This To Me?

I love you so much, but my heart can't take this pain anymore, I can't take the pain of always watching you walk out my door. Our feelings were never supposed to end up this way, but it doesn't really matter because this love is over anyways. I hate that I started loving you because all you do is break my heart, I feel like this so called love is slowly drifting apart. Your touch to me just doesn't feel the same, I feel like you have another but I feel like I'm the one to blame. I thought that I knew you but alot about you has changed, over the years you just didn't stay the same. You tell me that you love me but I know that you don't, us staying together, I know that we won't. I know that your heart is in another place, but all our memories I will never be able to erase. I've realized now that you are where you want to be, but I will never understand just why you did this to me?*