Why Are You Being This Way

Why are you being like this? Oh how I just wished we could be friends, But it ain't gonna happen, Because you hate me for no reason. Just because I'm not popular, because I am less than you. I just wished you knew, Knew how I felt about, How I used to like you, All the things I did, I was scared to talk to you, Then when I found enough courage, To talk, you block me out of your life, As if I never exsisted. Maybe I never exsisted around you, But how can you be so oblivious, And miss that I needed you? Why oh why can't you see this pain? Do you care? Do you wish you could know me better? Do you ever think of me at least once? Do you care wheather I live or die? Of course you don't because, I am just dead to you, I am just a pity ghost to you, A horrible nightmare that won't go away. I slowly die inside, From all the times I've cried. (I've cried for you.) You look at me, With your beautiful brown eyes, You look right through me, Like I was never alive. I am invisible, I always will be to you. For some reason I knew, I would always be like this To you. I wish you were missin' me Like I was missin' you, But no matter what I do, I am always dead to you. Someday I hope we can be friends. I Miss You Dedicated To: Fikret Saric 07-31-12