Why Am I Not Suprise

Why am I not suprise I didn't even cry Even tho I know you lied He didn't strike me a single blow I willed that had he did The pain in my gut it ripping me apart Tearing out my heart If I only knew that he would take me back I would filp over my back I love him still Why did you lie Was it to see me cry You do not love him I know for a fact you only love Jack Jack treats you just the way you treated me today Is that what you want To have a life that is full of loveless deeds full of pain and hurt and ache and need I know that if this is what you seek Look into my soul take just one peek at the pain you cause in this week