Why

Sitting alone with the stars at night, all memories come into play; Wanting something that feels so right, but pushing it all away. Unspoken words that I should have said, telling myself I am fine; Erasing thoughts out of my head, to keep you from my mind. Why don't I ever let my true feelings show? Why can't my heart let you go? Why I can't say I will? But in the end, I love you still. The fairytale life every little girl dreams of; Someone they trust and will cherish their love. Who stayed after heartbreak, pain and tears; A love for all times, that will last through the years. You are not the man I thought I would fall for; A true personality, so confident and sure. I have to thank you for the lessons you taught me; But even now, I know its not meant to be. So why I still can't let my true feelings show? Why am I so relieved to let this go? Why I say I won't, but have all the will? Because in the end, I love you still. Changes seem like a lifetime away; A journey that stops, but you want it to stay. Tonight hold me close, just one last kiss; Then drive off knowing, its you I will miss. Now I finally let my true feelings show. How I am able to let you go. Through the tears, pain, fight and will. Why the love is gone, but I remain still.