Why

Why do I feel guilty?
Why do I feel like I always do
something wrong?

Why do I feel
the need to hide
things from you?

Things that I want
to share with you, 
things that make me happy... 

I thought we are in a partnership,
I thought this meant we share everything, 
I thought this meant that mutual happiness is what we strive for...

it makes me sad, 
when I feel like an outsider, 
especially when I’m not trusted, 
especially when I’ve done
nothing to warrant your distrust...

You’re my niche; 
you’re my partner for life...

I don't want to feel like
I’m cheating on my best friend...

Right now?

That’s exactly
how you're making me feel...
Copyright © | Year Posted 2010

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K. Avatar
August 3, 2010 at 11:51 PM
this sure is heartfelt Wilma-- I hope this is not based on real life though?/ how you doing lately? Mr. Sandman been kind to you? hope your week's good so far... nikko :)
Hall Mad Poet Avatar
August 3, 2010 at 5:45 PM
Thats deep girlfriend. if you ever need a hiding place check my poem called "Hiding." I'll lend it to you, the hiding place that is. I enjoyed this one. A lot of questioning of the emotions.
Devonshire Avatar
August 3, 2010 at 3:48 PM
It's sad when an emotional rift develops between loved ones, Wilma. Perhaps if you share this poem with the person for whom it will written, it will be an eye opener and help restore the relationship. Love, Carolyn
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August 3, 2010 at 3:38 PM
Very insightful words Wilma.. u already know but care and want to rectify the situation.. one won't do it.. in a partnership ..takes two.. u have noted your words so well..from wighin..from the depths of soul.. two need to go one way... to make it happen forever... u will...with luv..
Falotico Avatar
August 3, 2010 at 1:36 PM
I get you too. always Michael
Walters Avatar
August 3, 2010 at 8:15 AM
Partnerships are a 2 way street, when it seems one way it just doesn't work. An emotive poem you've written here! Thanks for sharing it. Kris
Culverhouse Avatar
August 3, 2010 at 4:01 AM
Sad thoughts...Keep sharing!
Nutter Avatar
August 3, 2010 at 3:04 AM
Vivid emotions, sad when to kindred souls drift apart. Enjoyed the read.
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