Why

Why do they always treat me so bad, when all I do is care. I beg and plead "just please be good" but still I get nowhere. Why when I talk they just carry on, as if I am not even there. I swear I always do my best, it really is so unfair. Why when I give them all I have, they still want to break my heart. I love them more then life itself, but their tearing me apart. Why did I think I was a good mum to them, learing them everything thats right. I say "I love you" every day, but still all we do is fight. Why am I blaming my wonderful kids, it's not their fault it is mine. I need to be a happier mum, then I know that all will be fine.