Why

Why do they always treat me bad, when all i do is care. I beg and plead "just please be good" but still i get nowhere. Why when i talk they just carry on, as if im not even there. I swear i always do my best, it really isnt fair. Why when i give them all i have, they still want to break my heart. I love them more then life itself, but their tearing me apart. Why did i think i was a good mum to them, learing them everything thats right. I tell them "i love you" every day, but still all we do is fight. Why am i blaming my wonderful kids, its not their fault it's mine. I need to be a happier mum, then i know that all will be fine.