Who Is In Charge of Me

Cougar’s growl shakes me awake in the worst of ways
Her realism prances forth in my mind; I am disoriented.
The last line of a poem waffles through my brain,
And my eyes are not fully open yet. Poetry already?

I grab a piece of paper and take it with me to the bathroom.
Sitting, I jot down six phrases, and a poem begins to write herself.
She flings herself onto the page in dots, lines, and dashes. 
I find myself writing seven poems before breakfast.

Without any energy at all and little conscious effort, it is a poetry day.
Who decides? Which muse is about in my head today? 
Is she going to distract me from my morning drive?
I turn my I-phone’s tape recorder on, as I get into my car.

There are no more ideas for a day and a half. Then a full writing day.
Thirty six poems in twelve hours, my new record! 
I am gob smacked, consternated, confused.
Where do these days come from? Who is in charge? Apparently not me.
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March 22, 2021 at 3:41 PM
I have several muses for my poetry ... Some muses are alive, others I only remember ... I think spirits are blowing us ... the invisible world wants to send messages, they need medium for communication, so poetry for poets ... Your muses are always with you dear for that so much inspiration ... think about it ... salute, dear Caren alkas
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March 23, 2021 at 2:47 AM
Yes, Alkas Poetry, you are so right; they are here. Many at night whispering poems into my ear as my soul travels to other realms. Thank you for also knowing.
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March 22, 2021 at 10:53 AM
Smirk! I loved this. You are a fountain of enjoyment Caren and I can see we are poised for many more to come.
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March 22, 2021 at 12:26 PM
I am on a daily "roll" - a poetry roll!
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March 22, 2021 at 5:53 AM
Teehee Carolyn. Who knows when or where the Muse will strike? Clever :) Linda
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March 22, 2021 at 12:27 PM
We never know. But Carolyn is my identical twin; funny you picked up on that!
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