Who I'Ll Be

I lay in bed
Unknown, unsure
Of what I'll be like
In the future.

I walk in heavy fog
Half blind, half dead.
The fact that I'm extremely calm
Makes me worry, makes me dread.

Waking up, deep at night,
Sweating, turning round and round
I can't picture a future, no matter how hard I tried:
You were with someone else, safe and sound.

The roads are paved, the street lights shine
Stretching my hands in front of me-
Like what they do in anime, blocking the moon,
But all I see was me drowning in sea.

Helpless, breathless,
I grab a pillow close.
The pillow has my warmth,
But why do I feel so cold?

I lay in bed
Unknown, unsure
Of who I'll be
In the future.
Copyright © | Year Posted 2019

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August 28, 2019 at 9:51 PM
I relate man. Lying in bed tormented only by your thoughts. Feeling overwhelming dread for your own future. Things do get better though. They always do.
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