Who Am I

what have i become? who am i now? i am the same girl i was years before now promiscuity, shame stains these eyes months of wear and tear have turned this youthful heart dry i wonder that if I looked at me the way that others do would i be proud of the person i am? would God be proud of me, too i don't think I am a horrible person i'm not the worse on this Earth i've seen friends and loved ones do worse however, i let the pressure of being "in" bring me "out" and i am not sure, that i am proud of the person that i am now