White Rice

White is for rice and brides - ready to commit. White’s for ghosts and clouds or even carnations but it should never, ever, be used for privilege or worse yet, as poetic inspiration. I’ve been waiting for the urge to write while facing an ugly screen of white. Waiting for the vowels to fall into place, for words to congeal and finally displace the awful, foreboding, blank white space. Learning is our struggle, our crown of thorns. The more we study and prepare for fall, the more excited I get to reenter those halls. 34 days until classes start. For fall weather, and the bee hum of crowded life in the dorms. My roommates and I are like a single, nameless thing - an emolument that happens to have 6 heads. We’ve beaten the freshman “imposter syndrome,” and we’re ready to bring sophomore year home - together - no muss, no fuss - I love that for us.