Where Do I Go

How can I move on from here? How can I forget what I felt? Yet I do not have it in me anymore. My love has faded away. I do not know why. My feelings and emotions have left. I had really checked out for good. I thought maybe I would try again for her sake. And now I have only hurt her more. The silence in me kills, tortures her so much. I only want to stop this pain and end it for her benefit. Either way, there isn't a happy ending. I feel pain, and my heart burdens me for what is to come. Because she will be overwhelmed with pain, a broken heart, and eyes filled with tears. Where do I go from here.