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you've invaded my heart and tried to rape my soul perpetually picking me apart you can't love me if I'm whole I listen to the mirror scream as you're ranting about the importance of self-esteem while you promote self-doubt yes, the mirror screams at an appalling reflection ah, the false light gleams on flaws too horrid to mention as your poison flows rapidly through my veins my own essence slows now, not a trace of me remains your imposed need to change to match your twisted fantasy has me striving to rearrange my physical and mental reality solely for your pleasure my true self forgotten an ever building pressure oppression takes the win Copyright Christy Stover

Copyright © | Year Posted 2016




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Date: 4/8/2017 6:00:00 AM
Truth is brought to light.people don't accept you as you are transformations Are sought.one forgets ones true self There's an ongoing stress. Its very clearly brought about.
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Date: 4/4/2017 1:18:00 AM
this is my story, this is my song.
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Date: 4/3/2017 12:42:00 PM
A powerful write. Congrats on being featured.
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Date: 11/21/2016 8:36:00 AM
Wow! This is a hot topic and a blast off the page. Rospel Funk made such a good comment here. The secret is if yoi love yourself enough then it wont matter what they say. Be nice to thè mirror now. Great writing talent.
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Date: 11/17/2016 3:05:00 PM
Awesome! Very powerful imagery of the "Screaming mirror". This is a very important subject. Thank you.
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Date: 11/9/2016 3:09:00 AM
I wonder i wish I can write my words like you .. It's amazing and vest words .
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Date: 11/7/2016 9:27:00 PM
So deep! And I'm admiring you for your strength. Hugs and many more hugs...
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Date: 11/7/2016 6:40:00 PM
excellent
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Date: 11/4/2016 10:49:00 PM
for a short while within, until then which is now i plow so I'm proud, pulling back from my doubts i open my way out, incomplete i walk about within a crowd of thoughts i call my crown. although your description of pain is beautiful, peace to your soul.
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Date: 11/4/2016 10:36:00 PM
a very deep, emotional poem
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Date: 11/4/2016 3:54:00 PM
pernicious abuse I'm recovering from it keep writing my dear woman.
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Date: 11/4/2016 2:00:00 PM
Beautifully written, Christy. It sounds mentally painful.
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Date: 11/4/2016 1:53:00 PM
This was dark and sad Christy. I actually cringed a few times while reading because your words felt so real and hit hard. Nicely expressed emotions.
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