Where Am I

you've invaded my heart
and tried to rape my soul
perpetually picking me apart
you can't love me if I'm whole
   I listen to the mirror scream
   as you're ranting about
   the importance of self-esteem
   while you promote self-doubt
yes, the mirror screams
at an appalling reflection
ah, the false light gleams
on flaws too horrid to mention
   as your poison flows
   rapidly through my veins
   my own essence slows
   now, not a trace of me remains
your imposed need to change
to match your twisted fantasy
has me striving to rearrange
my physical and mental reality
   solely for your pleasure
   my true self forgotten
   an ever building pressure
   oppression takes the win 

Copyright Christy Stover

Copyright © | Year Posted 2016



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Date: 4/8/2017 6:00:00 AM
Truth is brought to light.people don't accept you as you are transformations Are sought.one forgets ones true self There's an ongoing stress. Its very clearly brought about.
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Date: 4/4/2017 1:18:00 AM
this is my story, this is my song.
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Date: 4/3/2017 12:42:00 PM
A powerful write. Congrats on being featured.
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Date: 11/21/2016 8:36:00 AM
Wow! This is a hot topic and a blast off the page. Rospel Funk made such a good comment here. The secret is if yoi love yourself enough then it wont matter what they say. Be nice to thè mirror now. Great writing talent.
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Date: 11/17/2016 3:05:00 PM
Awesome! Very powerful imagery of the "Screaming mirror". This is a very important subject. Thank you.
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Date: 11/9/2016 3:09:00 AM
I wonder i wish I can write my words like you .. It's amazing and vest words .
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Date: 11/7/2016 9:27:00 PM
So deep! And I'm admiring you for your strength. Hugs and many more hugs...
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Date: 11/7/2016 6:40:00 PM
excellent
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Date: 11/4/2016 10:49:00 PM
for a short while within, until then which is now i plow so I'm proud, pulling back from my doubts i open my way out, incomplete i walk about within a crowd of thoughts i call my crown. although your description of pain is beautiful, peace to your soul.
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Date: 11/4/2016 10:36:00 PM
a very deep, emotional poem
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Date: 11/4/2016 3:54:00 PM
pernicious abuse I'm recovering from it keep writing my dear woman.
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Date: 11/4/2016 2:00:00 PM
Beautifully written, Christy. It sounds mentally painful.
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Date: 11/4/2016 1:53:00 PM
This was dark and sad Christy. I actually cringed a few times while reading because your words felt so real and hit hard. Nicely expressed emotions.
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