When You Start To Miss Me

This pain is like a knife Cutting deep into my heart Slowly I see the light of life Disappearing as I fall apart As my smile disappears I count my tears as they fall to the floor My sobs realize my greatest fears Of everything I've hidden inside and more In the depths of every tear I cry Escapes a memory of you It doesn't matter how hard I try I don't understand this that you do How can I be worth less than a habit This tears me apart inside I've watched you turn into an addict Caring less about the tears I've cried I'm picking myself up off my knees and wiping the tears from my eyes I'm praying to God, guide me please Give me strength and subside my cries I am praying for you too dad I hope you find your way Please always remember that, I love you come what may