When Will I Be Beautiful?

No matter how hard I try, nothing will be good enough All the diets,makeup tips and new clothes will not not make me pretty There is in fact a difference between pretty, hot, and beautiful Girls are appreciated for their beauty and that is was seems to define them I think it's bull because you could put your heart and soul into someone and they could leave because you are simply not right for their image Being pretty means you have a nice face, hot means you have a nice body, but the word beautiful is defined as "pleasing the senses or mind aesthetically." One must look past your physical attributes to find your beauty and nobody has made me worthy of being beautiful, because I can convince myself that I'm perfect or good enough or that I don't care what others think but the truth is that it is painful to know that someone only sees your body over everything else. I may be beautiful one day, but, I am the one who must define whether I am beautiful, and nobody else, because in the end I am the one person who can not leave me, therefore I must believe in my own beauty because if not me then who will?