When The River Was Empty

When The River Was Empty
 
“When there is nothing left to burn, you have to set yourself on fire.”
– “Your Ex-Lover is Dead” by Stars
 
When the river was empty
 
you moved on…
 
I stayed
gaining nothing but age.
 
Tell me the day 
does not equal decades
sifting through silt 
and cigarette butts.

The sand proved too quick 
for you to stand.

Old currents have caught me
and brought me back to our beds
through unteachable trails 
where none is less travelled.
 
your footprints 
still lead me ‘round 
to when the thirst turned 
back upon itself 
creating
a wasting whirlpool 
of what was
to be.
 
Why can’t time just forgive time?  
And move me along instead of drowning 
me in all my wrongs. 
 
Someday the cold cold mountains (as they do)
will melt making many many drops of forgiveness   
forging a small spring anew with life 
reviving a renewed river, 
rushing my ashes
to renewal.
Copyright © | Year Posted 2026

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