When Life Wears Thin

In the darkest night Surrounded by the creeping cold I sit in silence  and I contemplate How my lifes story should be told I know I'm not a perfect soul There's events I wish I  could change I've loved and lost so many times And swallowed all the pain I'm viewed by some as kind hearted By others who cringe at my name I've been battered by false accusations Yet I dont point fingers to blame. I surrendered my life to Jesus When he found me barely able to stand He has loved me like no other And changed the person that I am. Now that my life is wearing thin As I watch the days fly by I hope I'm remembered in heaven above And im sitting at Jesus side.